why am i not excited at all?
i don’t know what’s going on right now already,
don’t know my direction.
not like i know it for the past few weeks when they were happening..
i can only tell later on that i’m worsening.
right now my face is flaking like mad.
it appears to be less red, not sure if it’s the cycle.
red > flake (less red) > red , and repeat.
the same old squishy feeling.
it’s weird, it’s edema but not that swollen.
i hope it’s a sign that the cells are starting to tighten now.
nowadays the exudation is irritation.
it’s what i hate most right now.