just updated several photos.
somehow they don’t seem that bad from the photo,
so maybe you wont understand why i was so frustrated a few days ago..
but in reality the look much worse.
my face is beet red after peeling.
then it gets hard after a few days and proceed on to peel.
they don’t peel in one big piece so i’m left with alot of little flakes on my face.
i’m so scared of showering these days.
i can’t believe i can skip shower.
i’ve never done that in my whole life until now.
even if i apply vaseline after shower, my skin will still dry up.
i really hate it.
are things going in reverse?
am i getting the eye rash because i had that when i was a kid?
feeling so awful,
but i’m really glad i get to stay home today.
i think i should really stay home and pause school for a while but i really cant.
anyway, i thought i should describe and elaborate the situation on my feet and right arm.
i call them vesiculation because whenever the scab peels off, i see wells on my skin (which are the vesiculation).
they will form a scab over the next 2 days but peels quickly again.
the scab doesn’t adhere well to my skin beceause there’s so much fluid in between the scab and my skin.
it will peel off and depending on the stage it’s at, it’ll have different amount of juice.
i realize at the beginning, the oozing is hard to stop.
it takes a great deal of effort to make it dry up, and when the scab is formed, it’s a very thin layer of scab.
as time progresses, the scab that forms get increasingly thick, feels like dried juice.
it still oozes when the scab falls off but not as much as initially, and it dries up a little faster too.
somewhere in bewteen, the scab has more of a skin-like consistency. still ooze when it falls off.
then it reaches a point where by the scab no longer forms a scab, but a very dry skin that turns white upon scratching..
i haven’t reach any point further than this.
that’s all for this update.