wow, i lived 200 days in this terrible skin.
*give myself a pat on my shoulder*
just updated some photos of my face.
i have no motivation to do anything lately.
not even motivated to write about my skin/mood/feeling.
all i know is that i’m feeling like shit and i’m in a very deep shit hole and sinking further.
diving in a shit pond.
haha my sense of humour has went haywire.
as you can see my face isn’t really happy right now.
it’s as bad as my feet imo.
situation of my leg..
calf and thigh are not burning/red.
but many dry patches, i keep scratching certain spots so the skin keep shedding there, but it’s different from the usual withdrawal shed.
skin has a dark shade. looks like dead blood under my skin.
redness on my arms seems to be fading slowly.
hands are slowly recovering from another cycle.
shoulders, elbow, wrists are dry.
look like an old hag’s arm.
guess i should count myself lucky that i’m not in a bad situation like this vietnamese who had some really bad drug reaction.
check this link out.
have to keep my head high enough so i don’t suffocate (and die) in the shit pond.
trying to do just that.
i’d be lying if i say i’m doing alright/fine.