for the whole of yesterday i was getting so much chills.
i stink because fluid seep out from places where skin comes into contact with one another – joints, groin, armpit.
did i mention my scalp weeps too.
like my face.
on a side note,
i love my family and boyfriend.
my mom heard me sobbing and she came in to give me a hug..
and she sobbed with me.
i know it’s just as hard on her as it is on me..
seeing her own daughter whom she love suffer like this.
she kept asking me not to think too much.
走一步算一步. (take each day as it comes.)
there’s really no point pondering when all these will be over..
but i can’t help it.
how long more to go?