it’s almost 8 full months since i stopped steroids.
i wish things were easier.
had to constantly blot my face because of the smelly ooze.
couldn’t sleep well for the past few days because of the chills and ooze.
i know some are having it harder than i do,
fuck this shit man..
i try so very hard to be positive.
everything seems to be going against me.
am i in the wrong lane?
feel like shit.
physically and mentally.
i look like a burnt patient who got the face badly disfigured.
i can’t even face the closest people in my life.
my inner arm got a little worse.
scratched too much.
everything seems to be getting worse.
i think i’m in the wrong lane.
i can’t even find comfort in my bed.
btw, i won’t be updating the photos any time soon.
it’s too traumatic to even look at myself, let alone to scrutinize the photo before uploading it here.
i’m already trying my best not to look at my skin.
dimmed the lights so that it takes out most details..
not looking into the mirror.
maybe it would be better if i’m blind.
i’m back in depression.