lost count of the days.
haven’t been updating because i didn’t feel like writing at all.
there’s not much point in noting down the little ups and downs.
just need to know that i’m currently having bouts of ups and downs.
i think the hormonal fluctuations during menstruation took a toll on my skin,
i’m so not looking forward to the next cycle.
every time it sets me several steps back,
and it takes a bloody long time to get back to where i came from before the menses started.
you can tell that i’m not too happy right now.
sleeping in the day again,
sleeping cycle keeps changing.
everything feels the same,
i get sick of documenting them.
i’m still tomato red.
flaking is constant.
scalp is dry, hair is falling, i’m going bald soon.
oozing is not uncommon.
bloody wound on face seems to be getting smaller, but the wounds on my calf and elbow seems to be spreading.
shoulder and knee don’t look too good.
hands are not swollen, but still very red and pinkish.
feet are still very red.
thick skinned, flakes and scales.
hope the bloody wounds heal up sooner.
they take a hell lot of time to heal.
hopefully one day in the near future, i can wake up without smelling so stinky.