omg it’s already 11.29pm, leaving me with just 31 minutes to write this entry and post it before 2013 ends.
i don’t know why i have such a liking for holding on to something that is about to slip away. is it just human nature?it’s like the last few minutes of this year is suddenly more valuable/meaningful/worthwhile than all the other times throughout the year.
i’ve been occupying myself with a lot of research lately, that’s why i’m kind of lagging behind in updates.
that also means that there is something for you to look forward to in the near future!
2013 has been a really good year to me.
it’s the year i came back to life after spending the past 2 years living like a souless zombie.
i experienced life as a newborn and it is so refreshing and delightful.
i’m in touch with the friends who stuck by me.
i’m spending so much more time with my family.
i got to accomplish so many tasks listed on my to-do list.
being back in life with a completely different mindset and perspective made mundane events seem much more unique.
in fact, nothing is really mundane to me right now!
TSW has added “extra” to “ordinary” for me.
and i’m just really happy that my blog is able to give hope to many people out there who were once feeling hopeless like me.
i know exactly how you feel.
knowing that my past experience is helping you guys made it easier for me to think that i did not waste that 2 years totally.
this year, you guys visit my page 222 times a day on average,
up from the 48 times a day in year 2012.
while this is something that worries me because it means that more people are going through withdrawals,
it also makes me feel happy at the same time as i know more people are now receiving hope.
hope is such a beautiful thing,
i feel good having hope,
i feel even better giving hope to others.
thank you guys for making me feel good,because now i have even more to give to people in need.
last year this time i was still in a pretty bad state,
i was worrying about the demands of school and how will my skin react to it.
i have been home bound for a year, i don’t know if i can still socialize with new school mates.
i was still very upset with the state of my skin.
i never thought that in a year’s time, i will be at where i am right now.
i’m still in awe right now.
i am very happy with my life and i wish you guys can be like me soon.
i hope that 2014 will be a better year for all of you,
just like how 2013 was a year of exponential progress for me.
as always, keep believing, have hope, stay strong, and good luck!