this is as fresh as it can get!
an actual day RSS!!!
i went for a job interview today, there are a few stages and i totally thought i’ll flunk the skin check test.
that’s the sole purpose for attending the interview btw, just to get an answer and prove to myself once and for all and get that thought out of my mind.
i would rather die knowing that i failed the skin test, than to live my life thinking i might have passed that skin test (which leads to a series of wishful thinking and regrets like ‘if only i tried it out last time..’).
my skin is my biggest insecurity, even though i know my skin is so much better than before, but it’s still a little odd.
AND I FRIGGIN’ PASSED THE SKIN TEST GUYS!!!!!!!
that means that i shouldn’t feel insecure about my skin anymore!!!
my skin is OK in other people’s eyes, even when that job required people to have good looking skin.. if i’m ok, IT MEANS MY SKIN IS PRESENTABLE, RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT!?
and if it’s “certified” ok, i can no longer use my skin as an excuse to NOT try new things😛 (and this thought will definitely pushes me to new heights)
and that’s the happiest part of the interview🙂
i feel proud of myself to have the guts to get “tested”!
also, i feel that i performed really well for the entire interview today, i was cool and calm, i was smart and friendly, i’m my usual self and i think that’s the most important thing.
but the interviewers probably that i’m not suitable for the job, so i didn’t get chosen eventually, which is totally fine because..
all i care is that I PASSED THE SKIN CHECK TEST!
that means more to me. HAHAHA!
in case you’re curious, i went for a walk in interview for an air stewardess job.
anyway, apart from feeling happy for passing the skin test,
i’m also feeling super lucky for having extremely supportive loved ones around me.
even though i didn’t dream of getting the job in the very first place,
but disappointment still set in after knowing that the interviewers didn’t think i’m suitable when i thought i’m quite suitable for the job.
this disparity is what led to the slight tinge of disappointment, not because i didn’t get what i want. in the very first place, being an air stewardess is not something i would die to get anyway.
my friends and family were all trying to comfort me and make me laugh..
and they did a bloody good job at that!
if not for the rejection, i might not have saw all the funny things they told me..
and what’s sweeter than having a gf waking up at 7am on a saturday morning when she works full time during the weekdays, just to accompany you to the interview, spending the bulk of the time waiting alone!?
i just think i’m incredibly blessed.
so i want to share this nugget with you all today🙂
to my fellow skin friends and fishies, please stay strong and have faith!
if i can pass the skin test, it means that my skin is pretty damn good.
and this will be you one fine day.
TSW will be over and you’ll have good skin!