i thought june just started a while ago,
i didn’t realize how quickly time flew and it’s already almost the end of the month by now.
i totally forgot to update last week,
and i hate to forget because i want you guys to know that i’m still alive and kicking.
i’ve received emails asking about my skin,
it may alarm some of you that after 3 years of TSW, i still have some minor flares (which i don’t entirely enjoy calling flares, because the magnitude is in the micro scale compared to the actual flare i had 2 years ago) some times, and my skin is generally less stable as it used to be a year ago.
maybe, i just broke out of a 1 year break?
the thing is i can only tell you what my exact experience in retrospect.
whatever state my skin is in right now is not the final state.
i don’t like to announce how exactly my skin is doing especially when it’s less optimal than i expected because it usually causes nothing more than stress and worry,
and it’s worse for me because not only does it make me feel low, i’m afraid it’ll waver whatever faith you have in TSW.
even though i know that whatever i’m experiencing now is just a phase,
a transition period,
i don’t want to jeopardize what all of you are feeling.
SO, to anyone who felt more negative after hearing about my recent minor flare ups (NOTE: some rashy and dry skin on certain places of my body), may i remind you that it’s not permanent. and i’ve applied steroids for way too long, whatever damage dealt is more than what i initially expected.
other than that..
i’m actually feeling f-ing fine and good.
once i adjust my frame of reference and compare everything to the worst possible stage that i was once in, everything pales in comparison.
took this yesterday.
i won’t stop believing,
and i wish the same for you.
it’ll happen when it happen.